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Current Mood: Playful

…and I’m stuck at work.

It’s been hard for me to get into gaming the past 2 or so months. Since I’ve been reevaluating my life and priorities other things have just kind of jumped ahead. Kung Fu, friends, decorating my place, etc. I am at Kung Fu 4 days a week, I’ve hung out with friends like 3 nights this week, it just doens’t leave much time for games. I’m not sure if that makes me sad or not. Right now I kind of associate my main game with something I want to purge from my life completely. Maybe the break is healthy. I’m sure I’ll get back into it soon…I hope anyways. I just don’t want to be as hardcore as I used to be. I look back and kind of saw my life slipping away some. I guess working on them for 8-10 hours for a day job can potentially kill some of the desire. I’ve been doing this over 7 years now. I think I’ve filled up my newly released time with some cool things tho.

But today it’s nice and gloomy out with some scattered rain. As I was driving to work in this all I craved was to be home on my nice new couch, wrapped in a blanky, and playing some 360. It seems gloomy days only fall on weekdays here in San Diego. I guess overall that’s good, most people want to go out on the weekends and enjoy the nice weather. I don’t want to be gaming on weekends anyways but god I wish I were hope right now all curled up getting my ass whipped in Halo 3 or smacking some rabbits around.